寂寞先生

寂寞先生
曲 : 曹格 　词 : 小寒

你的笑容是恩惠　世界难得那麼美
於是追 要你陪　可惜本能终会将美丽汗水化成泪水

黑夜之所以会黑　叫醒人心里的鬼
在游说 在萦回　在体内是什麼 在把我摧毁在伤痕累累

我可以无所谓　寂寞却一直掉眼泪
人类除了擅长颓废　做什麼都不对　Oh I'm Not Okay

我假装无所谓　才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废　就会越多安慰　无论(有)多虚伪

空虚并非是词汇　能够形容的魔鬼
它支配著行为　能摆脱寂寞我什麼都肯给　就像个傀儡

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这是曹格收录在他最新的专辑Supermarket里的歌
歌词句句都命中我的要害
太强了

如煙

五月天的这首歌
可能很多人没听过

歌词像一首诗
讲述的是一个人将要离开人世时的想法
和回顾他的从前
叹息一生中的遗憾与可惜

如果仔细的听歌词内容
会发现其中的意义很深厚
感触很深


詞：阿信　曲：石頭

我坐在床前　望著窗外　回憶滿天
生命是華麗錯覺　時間是賊　偷走一切
七歲的那一年　抓住那隻蟬　以為能抓住夏天
十七歲的那年　吻過他的臉　就以為和他能永遠

有沒有那麼一種永遠　永遠不改變
擁抱過的美麗都　再也不破碎
讓險峻歲月不能在臉上撒野　讓生離和死別都遙遠
有誰能聽見

我坐在床前　轉過頭看　誰在沉睡　那一張蒼老的臉
好像是我　緊閉雙眼
曾經是愛我的　和我深愛的　都圍繞在我身邊
帶不走的那些　遺憾和眷戀　都化成最後一滴淚

有沒有那麼一滴眼淚　能洗掉後悔　
化成大雨降落在　回不去的街
再給我一次機會　將故事改寫　
或欠了他一生的　一句抱歉

有沒有那麼一個世界　永遠不天黑　
星星太陽萬物都　聽我的指揮
月亮不忙著圓缺　春天不走遠　
樹梢緊緊擁抱著樹葉　有誰能聽見

耳際　眼前　此生重演　是我來自漆黑 而又回歸漆黑　
人間　瞬間　天地之間　下次我　又是誰
有沒有那麼一朵玫瑰　永遠不凋謝　
永遠驕傲和完美　永遠不妥協
爲何人生最後會像一張紙屑 還不如一片花瓣曾經鮮豔

有沒有那麼一張書籤　停止那一天　
最單純的笑臉和　最美那一年
書包裡面裝滿了蛋糕和汽水　
雙眼只有無猜和無邪　讓我們無法無天

有沒有那麼一首詩篇　找不到句點　
青春永遠定居在　我們的歲月
男孩和女孩都有吉他和舞鞋　
笑忘人間的苦痛　只有甜美

有沒有那麼一個明天　重頭活一遍　
讓我再次感受曾　揮霍的昨天
無論生存或生活　我都不浪費　不讓故事這麼的後悔

有誰能聽見　我不要告別
我坐在床前　看著指尖　已經如煙

没有如果

如果一开始就没有开始
应该就不会有结束吧？

很多东西
我们想尽办法让它开始
可是最后
我们不能接受它的结束
一个活动
一套电影
一个聚会
一个假期
一段感情
一个生命

可是，因为不要有结束
所以就不要有开始的话
那这个世界根本就不存在了

所以，不要说
＂如果没开始就好了＂
这种不负责任的话
既然开始了
就要好好的维持
就算要放弃要结束
也是要到了真的没有办法，走投无路的时候
才可以好好的去让它结束

因为所有东西的开始和结束其实都不重要
中间的过程才是最重要的
没有努力的活过
就不懂得生活
没有用尽全力过
就不懂得崩溃
没有真的失去过
就不懂得珍惜
没有放肆的爱过
就不懂得心痛

当你累过痛过伤心过
你就会知道什么是快乐
什么是幸福
什么东西是你最应该珍惜的

我相信我有努力的活过
也有无数次的用尽全力过
失去很多很多过
一次次放肆的爱到一个无法形容的心痛过
可是要自己亲眼看着自己拼了命去维持和经营的东西结束
还真的几乎是不可能的

也许宁愿结束自己
这样至少在我心中
其他的东西都不会结束了

Project Stage 1

1. Fully Adjustable Coilover Suspension - RM2.5k

HKS

D2 Racing

2. Light Weight Performance Rims - RM2k

Advan Racing RCII

Buddyclub P1 Racing

3. High Performance Tires - RM1.2k

Yokohama Advan Neova AD07
Yokohama S.Drive

4. Engine Management System - RM1.5k

Hondata S300

A'PEXi AFC Neo

5. Braking System - RM1k

Brembo Max Disc Rotor Front

Brembo Standard Disc Rotor Rear
Bendix Ultimate Brake Pads

6. Engine Cooling System - RM1k

Fully Aluminium Radiator

Silicone Hose Kit

Total Cost : RM9.2k
Expected Completion Date : Dec 2009

背叛

雨 不停落下来
花 怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人 欣赏悲哀
爱 只剩下无奈
我 一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块 就不精彩

紧紧相依的心如何 say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂地勇敢
我用背叛自己 完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句 say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快

心 有一句感慨
我 还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段 还在不在

紧紧相依的心如何 say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂地勇敢
我用背叛自己 完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句 say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快

紧紧相依的心如何 say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂地勇敢
我用背叛自己 完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句 say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快

只要你能愉快

F1 Run Kart Race..Over

On the 1st day of the midterm break, I and my 4 other friends had joined a F1 Fun Kart Race in Sepang Go-Kart Track. This is a special promotion event of Sepang F1 GP which is only for students to join, so we join on behalf of MMU Melaka Campus..hehe. The most extractive part is that 4winners in the 1st round will get the chance to race in the final round with some F1 team drivers!!
The Sepang Go-Kart Track is actually a minisize Sepang F1 Track, with high level go-kart machines and on track equipments. It is a nice track with some challenging corners.
The Go-Kart running with 4 stroke engine and slick tiresThe spicy hot event crews…2 of our team drivers ranked 1st and 3rd in 1st heat race, and advanced to quarter final round (both in light brown shirt)
We finished in 2nd and 3rd position. Only 1st and 2nd of quarter finals will go to the final round, so we have 1 driver get the chance to race with F1 Team!

Today in the Final Round, test drivers from BMW Sauber and Force India are racing in the fun karts. They are really fast, taking down champion title very easily. MMU Team drivers couldn't finished in top 3 after clashing with other driver. However all participants in the final round received 2 Citrine tickets for Sepang F1 GP, that's really a good rewards. Let's look forward for the F1 action this weekend in Sepang Internation Circuit.

Race with Raikkonen?

OK it was on last Friday when I browse through Sepang F1 Circuit website, to check out when is the next open track day, cause I plan to bring my new project car to do some test there. But something other than this catch my attention - "Fun Kart With World Class Drivers For Students".It's a kart race at Sepang Go-Kart Track just beside the F1 circuits, only for students from school/university/college. They want 12 schools to form their teams and each team may have up to 10 drivers. With some heats and races, the final 4 winners will get the chance to race on 2nd April Grand Final, together with Formula 1, GP2 and Formula BMW Pacific teams' members and drivers!Sepang Go-Kart Track Layout

The registration is actually over but I manage to contact the person in charge, and get myself and another 4 drivers to represent MMU Melaka to join this race. Our first heat will be on 21st March, hopefully we can get a place in the Grand Final, and hopefully to race along with some great F1 drivers! Wait for my good news on this coming Saturday. Stay Tune~

On Board Camera View

VOTE EARTH

Have you ever heard about Earth Hour? It’s started in year 2007, one city made a powerful statement about the urgent need for action on global warming. 2.2 million homes and businesses in Sydney Australia, switched off their lights for one hour. They manage to get 10.2% energy consumption reduction, equivalent to taking 48000 cars off the road for that particular hour. Most importantly, they get to raised people’s awareness on global warming, and started to react by making a simple move - turn off the lights at Earth Hour.

This move had caught the attention of many countries around the world, lots of media cover the news report of Earth Hour in Sydney. In year 2008, Earth Hour went global. In 370 cities of 35 countries, 50 million people switching off their lights during Earth Hour. This year, Earth Hour has been transformed into the world’s first global election, Earth vs Global Warming.

WWF are urging the world to VOTE EARTH. With one billion votes of Earth, the results of this election will be presented at the Global Climate Change Conference in Copenhagen 2009, to tell world leaders that we have to take action against global warming in official government policies.

If you still care about your planet which you living in, please join this election and vote for Earth. On Saturday, March 28th 8.30PM - 9.30PM your local time, switching off your lights is a vote for Earth, leaving them on is a vote for Global Warming. I think it is very easy to choose which one you should vote for right? Please sign up yourself in Earth Hour Malaysia website, we have a target of 5 million Malaysian support Earth Hour this year.

Earth Hour Malaysia Official website
http://earthhour.org.my/

Video on Youtube
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1CRs-7lRlPo&eurl=http://www.earthhour.org/

Earth Hour 2009
28th March
8.30PM ~ 9.30PM
TURN OFF YOUR LIGHTS